Today I'm in Workaholic Mode.
Some days I just can't get out of myself. Yesterday was one of them and so is today. I call it my "workaholic" mode. It is my "running away" distraction from that edgy part of me that is trying to avoid whatever it is that God wants me to deal with.
Yesterday was Sunday. I didn't go to Mass or church. I worked all day on the computer. I had planned to go the night before. I blamed it on Daylight Savings Time. I was supposed to move the clock ahead one hour before I went to bed. I told everyone else to do it. I wrote about it on Facebook. I forgot to do it.
I planned to get up at 8:00 a.m. in order to be at Mass by 10:00 a.m. When I realized that church had already started, I started beating myself up. The day went downhill from there. I worked all day instead. Has that ever happened to you? What is it that I don't want to see?
Today is much the same. Eventually all will straighten out. At least I have grown past the point where I think I have lost touch with God. I know today, from experience, that God is with me no matter how I feel.
So today I will take advantage of this mood and work on learning more about the technical aspects of blogging. I will add links to interesting and relevant pages. I will create a list of books that have inspired me. I will go to other sites and learn from them. I will pray. I will meditate. I will listen.
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